Lost in a big world

So I officially had my melt down

I blew up this morning over stupid stuff. I almost hurt someone again… I can’t control myself… I want to lock myself away so no one has to deal with me. I would rather hurt myself than anyone else… Maybe I’m better off alone forever

I’m afraid of myself :/….

It’s the worst feeling to feel like you can’t control yourself. There is something inside me that’s spinning out of control and idk what to do….

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Or just out of my mouth at all